got my paycheck today. it wasn't a lot but i didn't expect it so i guess it's good enough. work is getting worse each day. imagine. talking or rather, repeating everything over and over again on each and every phone calls. maybe varying a bit depending on different situations. still, 80% are this, 15% are that, the remaining 5% would be others. i have been doing for... this is my fourth week. constantly doing the same thing would make one sick, seriously.

i want to find a job at a restaurant, where i can be a waitress. i want to try out a lot of other jobs too. life is full of adventures but first, one has to reach out for them. i'll be sure to keep in touch with my different group of friends and enjoy my teenager life. some things are bound to change as you grew older. one should treasure your youth and not laze around. (yes, i'm talking about you. get a life and go to the camp!)

i'll be anticipating poly's life. it's the kind of environment that i would love to be in. what's more? no need to set your alarm at the same time every morning, same routine and same footsteps. walking to the same bus stop to take bus at this particular time, running to your class because you're gonna be late be assembly, having to stand through the whole morning announcement. is this what you want? not me. though uniforms sound attractive to me as one does not have to choose what to wear to school, there's no choice.

i know i've made the right choice this time. i know what i want now. i won't complicate things. i'll just let it be for most of the time. what's past is past. nothing can be changed. i can only hope for the better.

however, some things are irreversible. my opinion of you is still the same. this, will not change. anyway, opinions are a personal thing. i can't change you, and don't think you can change me.